just the way I see things.. #7: there is a light at the end of the tunnel.. just can't help but wonder if its a train coming my way/

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Blog entry by woodworker59 posted 01-24-2014 03:39 AM 1576 reads 0 times favorited 5 comments Add to Favorites Watch
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I have decided that it does me no good to turn myself inside out trying to figure out what nightmare they are going to lay at my feet next… I can only deal with whats in front of me..
So they take away everything I ever earned, so I lose my house… So I’m crippled for life,,, I can manage.. its the attitude that they have no responsibility for what happened that really burns my gourd.. You would think I am asking them to pay for my mistakes instead of their own.. I never asked to be crippled, never asked to have my foot mutilated..Now when I ask them to compensate me for my loss, they act like I’m off my rails or something.. can you believe that they are using the things I write here to prove that I’m not disabled.. I have five doctors saying that I am… been on Morphine everyday for over ten years because of it.. but I must be faking.. because I can build something in a month that should only take three or four days… I can only work for an hour or so on a good day, then I have to sit.. take a bunch of pain meds and sit… then maybe a few hours later I can go back to the shop and do another hour.. that’s a good day…
Just totally fed up with all the red tape and bull sh… that goes with this..its no wonder people go off and start shooting folks.. I am not asking for baseball player money or nothing, just give me back what I’ve lost and I will be fine.. nothing more nothing less… that’s all I want.. But I guess that to much to ask.. why should I have a house… or a nice truck… or anything… who am I to expect these things.. somebody that worked and earned them on his own until they were taken away.. that’s who..I am not bitter, I am pissed off… that not right.. I am PISSED OFF>>
that’s better.. So I guess even though I see a light at the end of the tunnel, still not convinced its not them, headed full blast in my direction with a steam engine full of crap for me to deal with.. getting to the point I would just like to go away and leave it all behind… money or no money.. lost everything anyway… son of a …........................... here I go getting all wound up again.. Sorry I have to vent somewhere.. and I know they like to read what I put up here.. so read this and realize that your dealing with someones life… its not about the numbers to me.. its about not being able to have another pain free day for the rest of my life.. its about all the things I’ve lost with my grandkids because of it.. its all the things I had accomplished in my life that you stole from me.. that is what this is about.. So just play your games with someone else, I am taking my ball and going home..

-- Papa...

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#1 posted 01-24-2014 03:49 AM

Stop talking about shooting people. That’s the second time I’ve seen you post that nonsense here.

I’m sorry your life is terrible, but why take it out on someone else?

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#2 posted 01-24-2014 04:24 AM

What I said was its no wonder people go off and start shooting folks.. I am saying I can understand their frustration… I don’t intend on shooting anyone, even if it sounds like a good idea at the time.. not a complete idiot or a lunatic.. just a pissed off working man who has been shafted by the system he defended in serving his country.. I don’t want more than mine, just want mine.. that’s all.. nothing more nothing less. Papa

-- Papa...

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#3 posted 01-24-2014 08:20 AM

Wow and I was Bitching about my Broken Leg. Dude I would hate to have to walk in your shoes for one day. I think something good will come; who knows when I will be rooting for you though.

-- Steve - Wasilla, Alaska

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#4 posted 01-25-2014 04:01 PM

I have a son that has been through the same type system that you are dealing with, it is not easy, but as
you have found out, it must be done. The insurance companies seem to be getting worse every day, it
seems as though they have to cut expenses so the executives at the top can get big money while the
ones owed the money and or services get as little as possible. Do not let them wear you down, and make
sure you have the best lawyer you can find.

-- As ever, Gus-the 82 yr young apprentice carpenter

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#5 posted 01-25-2014 04:55 PM

I’m really sorry for what you are going through. There are so many people in the world that are suffering through no fault of their own. I wish I knew what to say that would make you feel better but I know that there’s probably not much that I can say that will help you in some kind of concrete way. I wish there was. All can say is a prayer that God will hear your pain and frustration and lead you in some direction that will help. I’m sorry.

helluvawreck aka Charles

-- helluvawreck aka Charles,

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